Poem: My Feelings for Him Now

My Feelings For Him Now The leaves fell from the trees like Tears from his eyes. The lid of my red pen lid Shone brightly like his lies. ~ Yet in complete honesty, I loved him and he chose me. ~ I see the buses as they go; In two’s and three’s yet still I…

Poem: Tonight

Tonight   I woke up with fright Tonight I reached out for the light Tonight.   I gave a terrible inward scream I dared that this is all a dream Tonight.   Pretend daylight accents my stare My beautiful man is not there   I’m alone and dead I’m feeling this dread   Like a…

Poem: Addiction

Addiction Dangerously drinking up your darkness Daring to lose myself in an abyss I want to hurt to prove I’m alive And through hate know you better   Course through my veins Scream through my system Consume my soul Make me less human Rage me open Until my heart gives in Written 8th December 2004,…

100 Objects Project #3: The 5th Diary

This item is a bit of a cheat. It should have technically come under the first item in the series, but the thing is, I lost it. It gets its own entry because I am so goddamn relieved to have found it! This is my fifth diary which looked at my late teens between December…