You Got to Know Me at the Wrong Time, Sorry: An Open Letter

Dear whoever, It’s been a niggle for a while now and I feel I have to get it said, let it meet the air, make it more real for a moment and then let it dissipate. I’m making this an open letter so that perhaps others may benefit from this and also to ensure that…

Weary

I have a particularly tired soul right now. Although my body is weary as hell, my soul feels so heavy right now. I’ve cut off Facebook and Twitter – those who care enough about me will contact me via other mediums to see how I am or just have a chat. The problem with social…

Poem: Tonight

Tonight   I woke up with fright Tonight I reached out for the light Tonight.   I gave a terrible inward scream I dared that this is all a dream Tonight.   Pretend daylight accents my stare My beautiful man is not there   I’m alone and dead I’m feeling this dread   Like a…

Poem: Addiction

Addiction Dangerously drinking up your darkness Daring to lose myself in an abyss I want to hurt to prove I’m alive And through hate know you better   Course through my veins Scream through my system Consume my soul Make me less human Rage me open Until my heart gives in Written 8th December 2004,…